No Chance to Live

Wake up at night again with fear in my mind
Thought i was throught with it - left it behind
Into the abyss I was led once again
Memories that i've forgotten since then
Reliving times when i was left all alone
No hope was given and nowhere was home
Never can shift upon the burden from me
Drained by my hate and fear for all to see

Tried to forget
Tried to forgive
But all my time i had no chance to live
I cannot run
I cannot hide
I cant deny that my soul it had died

Father, he dragged me out of the bed and he said
"Child, dont tell mother, or you will regret"
Then he began with his sadistic torment
Massive abusion - no love no relent
Breaking apart as I was drifting through hate
I cannot take it no more - I cant wait
Know what to do and nobody can stop me now
I'll have my vengeance - I will take you down!

I hate - no trust - my sanity's lost
Can't contemplate - revenge at all cost!

I can't forget
I can't forgive
As you took hope so will I take your life
Take your last glimpse
Take your last breath
You gave abusion so i'll give you death

Now that I have you in my might - bow to your knees
You'll pay back every moment of my agony
I'll crush your bones - I'll crush your pride - I'll seal your fate
In your last moments you shall feel my endless hate!

I have been forsaken all my life!
I will never have the chance to live!