Not Me

you took my closest friends,
split my family,
i gave up everything i had
except your memory but i know,
someone will hold your hand tonight,
you wont remember me tonight,
i wish i could forget so easily,
someone will hold your hand tonight,
someone will sleep right by your side,
all i know is its not me,

i miss your piercing glare,
i miss your fearless touch,
all the little things i never
thought would mean so much,
and after all this time
i thought we would forgive,
i guess there is no turning back,
you have your life to live,

im here all by myself remembering
that you once said that,
you would always be here wait and see.