Too Easy (feat. Friend)
I was just about to text you to be like, you fucking, you're not picking up my call
I was working
I was in an interview
Oh
Are you about to tell me that you're going to come over and hang out with me and not really come
No, I was going to come over and see if I could talk to you about something
Who I gotta fight
You don't got to find nobody
I just want to call and come over and talk to you about something important
Okay
Hmm
Okay
Well, I will be at my casa
Okay
I'll be over in a little bit
Okay Bye, friend
Later
Take a seat, friend
Come on, tell me all your problems that you got going on there
Uh, man
It's been a lot, for real
It's been a lot of stuff on my mind
And, I don't know
You got certified lover boy problems going on
No, I mean
Okay, okay
I'll just say It's something like
I always give to the people that don't deserve it
Hoping what I put out will start returning
I need to start learning that all this energy I need to start conserving
But if I do, then people will start dispersing
But maybe that's the purpose, to show me who's real versus who's really worthless
Who I only connect with cus of my service, even though they're the furthest
You should know that true love can never be purchased
You should know that person from past they surface
But niggas don't really care, they want from you but when it's them they don't share
You ask a couple times they say go somwhere
Go mind your business when it's them they start to take with the quickness
Before you know that love you had will all be gone in some minutes just be a menace
But for me that's hard
To be honest with you I don't wanna keep my guard
But for people like me not to get hurt that's what is smart
If they don't fill me up then drain em all from my heart
The crazy part is it started because I fall in love too easily
I mean, friend, like I don't know
I feel like you keep putting yourself in these cycles
Like, you gotta really think why do you keep putting yourself in these positions
Man, that's a really good question
I don't know, man
It's just hard, you know
But there's more on your mind
It's like this, right
This also goes for finding someone to vibe with
That Bonnie and Clyde do all your crime with
Just someone to grind with, if I can't get a dime I don't want nonsense
But still I'm always fighting with my conscience
Cause time gets wasted, but that's only cause of my lack of patience
On occasions I lower my expectations, just so that I won't be alone
And that's no one's fault but my own, now girls on my phone
Are thinking that I want em when I don't
I mean they cool to talk to, ust not relationship type
I know what I want in a woman and the things that I like
I'm just so picky when it comes to trying to settle down
That when I find somebody I'm sure about I don't mess around
I get attached quick and now I'm trying to talk all day
I see her 'round and I be hoping that she walks this way
That lasts for like two weeks then it's another failed talking stage
Yeah, now I'm starting to cycle all over again because I fall in love too easily
It's just so exhausting it's just so tiring like
Keep going to the same bullshit over and over again
I just want to be loved and I want somebody to see my love and reciprocate that
And you know on top of putting my all into people trying to put my best foot forward
And not getting that in return
Like that shit is just tiring and I'm just sick of that shit for real
At the end of the day you have to be patient with the love that you want
That shit is not gonna come so fast
You're so young too and I don't know I feel like we often times get caught up and you just
gotta be patient with it because with due time you're gonna get the love that you deserve
And that's that