Crux Lust

I can’t walk through life when it all wears down.
I won’t lie; i don’t have a clear mind.
I don’t have a clear mind!
Push! push! push!
We run away.
I call it rejection.
You call it affection.
Cast away, i’ll cast away.
How i perceive my own beliefs is clearly up to me.
I guess sharing the light’s not what it was; i was your eye on the inside.
Still hypnotized with your eyes wide open.
Better run before you know you’re in the hold of something
That came to take you to a place of the nameless.
What is this place?
I can’t escape it.
If the time is right you see them hang above the skies like hawks.
Trap you in their claws and crush you.
Then they turn around expecting to control you.
They won’t control you!
But if what was wrong and what was right were sound and not ignored;
Then maybe i could be the voice inside that head of yours wondering what makes clock tick backwards.
I wait and watch you pick your prey and break their backs.
It’s madness.
They’ll mislead you, to a lost truth, how will we ever find our way?
They see you, its haunting.
They’ll tell you it will be okay.
Why do you hide from them?
Because they already see you.
But you’re stronger than them.
You won’t break or bend.
They can’t hold you down.
But if what was wrong and what was right were sound and not ignored;
Then maybe i could be the voice inside that head of yours wondering what makes clock tick backwards.
I wait and watch you pick your prey and break their backs.
It’s madness.
Still hypnotized with your eyes wide open.
I can’t escape it.