​i will never be a machine

I am spinning in cycles
First I'm blue and then I’m red
Trying to hide my smile
I’m bluffing this hand next hand your
Hands are blocking the sidewalk
While your feet are walking on the sun
And I will never be as tall
As I should have been
As I really want

I am walking in a straight line
I don’t fall like I did last year
I am yours and you are a landmine
I’m closing green eyes blue eyes your
Eyes are watching the blank screen
While your ears are listening to the stars
And I will never be a machine
As I might have been without a heart