My Cyanide Catharsis

This scalpel makes a map across my back
Carve a short cut to your suitcase lips
There's no saving us tonight
Our pulse will flutter like a dial tone
As you touch my hand for one last time, the car engine hums us to sleep
The lies
Your subtle teeth
Tonight is the rest of our lives
A carbon monoxide lullaby
Evacuate
Abandon this breath
Pull myself apart
Just to feel something real
I close my eyes I turn my back for one last time
I hold my breath I fall asleep inside your arms
I close my eyes I turn my back for one last time
I hold my breath I fall asleep inside your arms
Your eyes reflect my regrets
All the feelings you can't afford and the ones I can't control have collided
Now I'm a mess
I've tried my best to hide it
Now it's obvious
I wear it in these wounds that never heal
There's no saving us tonight