So-Lo

Its been too long since I wrote you I cant do this solo
Jumped through flames, in hopes, no scars, the pain remains
Lately I been holding up these hallways for days
To carry this weight should have been easier than this
So why? how can this be
How am I lost, this is my house
I carry the keys that open these locks
I'd spill the salt and even the beans if only for us
But you never talk much
Doors inside ourselves are often shut
I never knock much, I just open up
Another empty clip, still no release, missed
My stance was uneasy
Hands shake as I count the stash we hide in our safe
Look at this bread, look at this place its a house
No room to complain, lives live here, memories made
Strange, to me it feels empty almost everyday
But fuck it, lets go crazy lets get high
Life's too short so lets unwind
Lets shoot blind, loose our mind
Show no mercy, what do you say
The fastest way to deal with pain is send it on its way, right
A thousand times I've tried
Ill say ill quit I'm only lying
I stay high so I sleep tight
Rest in piece my nine at night
Grey flag and my blade is ice
Hate to erase, but I steady write
Goin far, I'm out of sight
Despite when I'm alone
My sorrows go up in smoke
Cause I miss someone, just like you know you do
So know I know I roll to get me through
And that's the honest truth

Ps
Between us
I cant do this solo
I have my moments though, I think I can
So I play pretend, and those are the times I tend to

Sunrise I let go a grin
From time to time my demons win
No secrets left unsaid are free from sin
You could say I'm almost dead
Secrets left from now till death I'll keep it tight
Peek inside my mind, an open book where no reside
My home, my place to hide, these dreams are tides, they come and go
They never wave goodbye though I know
They'll return again to pass me by

Ps
Between us
I cant do this solo
I have my moments though, I think I can
So I play pretend, and those are the times I tend to