Of Awakening

Breathing in the world of the lies
I’ve sinned in the midst of my highs
Foreseeing nothing but a miracle to emanate
Faint touch of reality
Concluding my very fate

The anchored vision after all
Declaring a certain fall
The unchallenged conqueror
Kneeling to face the abyss

Leading my ignorant mind
To a deceptive curse outlined
Chaining the mere thought that resonates
Doomed by the circle of life

I’ve shined through the edge of the skies
Farseeing nothing but a perfect selfish trait
Vague touch of delusion
Concluding my very fate

The untamed desires at call
Clenching thrust of it all
The malignant manifest
Craving to cause an affect

The anchored vision after all
Declaring a certain fall
The unchallenged conqueror
Kneeling to face the abyss

Screams, yes I can hear
Pain, yes I can feel
Carnage, yes I can breathe
What I have done, yes I can see

Blindly I have followed me
Swiftly my urges swallowed me
Failures that have vanquished me
Now I, know what I will be

Rays of, awareness
Breaching my walls

Uneven structures
All the arid trails
Realization
A longing for change