Weathered

I felt unable, I was lying on my side
In the same clothes from the very last night
I wanna pray that I am doing everything right

I saw my mom die for the very first time
She was an angel, God took her from the sky
And there's a million other people
That I found who cared more than I ever will

I held that note out
I grabbed my bag and I left through the door
I let my hair grow
Put these words on my skin I cannot relate

Would you believe in my songs if I gave them all to you?
I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back
And say that everything is bad without you
And I am lost again, God believe I'm lost again

I stayed in bed and you took so much that I couldn't even sleep
I waited so long though that wasn't even that bad
I never had to be a part of the world and I've been making that a goal
For reasons that I cannot explain

Well, I'm an optimist but only in a perfect world
I think I'm too stained with all the negativity
From all the people in my way

Would you believe in my songs if I gave them all to you?
I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back
And say that everything is bad without you
And I am lost again, oh God believe I'm lost again

Would you believe in my songs if I gave them all to you?
I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back
And say that everything is bad without you
And I am lost again, oh God believe I'm lost again

I took a trip down south, I felt the sun on my face
And it made things okay for a second
I drew a picture of my problems
When I was going insane and I focused on the currents

It's the funny thing about it, I never seem to worry
That every single current's not the same
It's all about position and where I choose to lay
And God I am going away

Would you believe in my songs if I gave them all to you?
I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back
And say that everything is bad without you
And I am lost again, oh God believe I'm lost again

Would you believe in my songs if I gave them all to you?
I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back
And say that everything is bad without you