Suffocating

[Verse 1]
I've been finding my voice and listening to
Every word of bad advice I tell myself
I've been losing my way, for years I let you down
But you still believe in me, and I don't know why

[Pre-Chorus]
Damage done, I'm like a loaded gun
Ready to backfire or touch the sun
Wanting to give in and make it right
But I can't even fail, 'cause I'm afraid to fight

[Chorus]
If I could see in me what you see, maybe
I'd be better, stronger, faster, I could have it all
If only you could see in me what I see, maybe
You could understand the reasons that I've been
Hesitating, I'm suffocating

[Verse 2]
I've been losing control of еverything in me
Wish my mind would let mе be and set me free
I've been finding something I never knew I lost
My grip on reality - can't you see?

[Pre-Chorus]
Damage done, I'm like a loaded gun
Ready to backfire or touch the sun
Ready to give in and risk it all
But I can't even jump, 'cause I'm afraid to fall

[Chorus]
If I could see in me what you see, maybe
I'd be better, stronger, faster, I could have it all
If only you could see in me what I see, maybe
You could understand the reasons that I've been
Hesitating, I'm suffocating

[Bridge]
I'm still finding my voice
I'm still finding my voice

[Pre-Chorus]
Damage done, I'm like a loaded gun
Ready to backfire or touch the sun
Ready to give in and risk it all
But I can't even jump, 'cause I'm afraid to fall

[Chorus]
If I could see in me what you see
I'd be better, stronger, faster, I could have it all
If only you could see in me what I see
Then you'll understand the reasons that I've been hesitating
I'm suffocating

[Outro]
If you could see in me what I see
Maybe you could understand the reason
I've been hesitating, I'm suffocating