Can’t get out of bed

[Verse]
I can’t get outta bed, I’m too exhausted
I don’t have the energy to deal with my losses
Darkness is my destiny, I don’t have any options
All that I have are skeletons inside my closet
I don’t seem awake, my eyes are always low
And I’m always high so the time is movin’ slow
Am I dead or alive? I can’t lie, I wouldn’t know
I’m alone and numb, yeah, my heart is made of stone
I’m isolated, I’m a custom to this state of solitude
There’s somethin’ wrong with me, at least I know I’m not confused
I lost it all already, I got nothin’ left to lose
My vibes is sorrowful and negative, it’s midnight blue
I’ve always doubted myself, I’m always down on myself
I give up easily because I’m weak, I get overwhelmed
By everything, I think it’s hard like every card I was dealt
I drown in self pity, rest in peace to my mental health
In a world of my own