No Answer

[Chorus]
Tryna find a way but there ain't no answer
When I try to pray, there ain't been no answer
Tried to call my ex but there ain't no answer
How can I accept that there ain't no answer?
I'm down bad, I went the wrong way
I'm so sad, I'm tired all day
I know that my feelings won't change
I just can't escape my own brain

[Verse]
Ain't no way to get it right, I swear that I'd rather die
Send me up into the sky, send me up to paradise (Oh yeah)
Terrified, all I do is cry
All I do is wonder how the fuck I'm still alive? (Oh yeah)
Paralysed, how can I decide
If I should start a changе or keep livin' in disguise? (Oh yeah)
Who am I? Just call me goodbyе
'Cause I won't be the person that you think you'll recognise
I guess that I'm goin' wherever the wind blows
Watchin' raindrops race all over my windows
And I come from outer space, I'm floatin' in limbo
I don't let nobody close that don't know my info
Fuck a destination, the journey's all that I want
Y'all think that I'm weird 'cause I'm thinkin' outside the box
Always been an introvert, I don't even wanna talk
I'm just doin' me, I'm not doin' anythin' wrong
Lookin' for answers, all I got is my faith
They said that wouldn't be nothin', I'm just a castaway
Then all of a sudden, I'm someone they love (Yeah, okay)
I'm made of depression, it runs in my blood, it drives me insane
I'm thinkin' about all the mistakes I made, like what have I done?
I'm sinkin', I'm drownin', I can't breathe, I can't say what I've become
I'm sick of these demons tryna steal my dreams, I'm not givin' up
I'm gonna make a difference in this world, I swear I don't give a fuck
Every story has two sides, they're both mine
'Cause my spirits look down the metal for real, no lie
I've been carryin' this weight with me 'til I got closed eyes
I ain't regular, I risk it all, I choose to roll dice
I'm doin' the best I can, no more than that, but never less
Nobody is me so no one knows what goes on in my head
Life is just a nightmare but at least I know some dead ends
Rains forever, I'm reborn, the self redemption roll was dead

[Chorus]
Tryna find a way but there ain't no answer
When I try to pray, there ain't been no answer
Tried to call my ex but there ain't no answer
How can I accept that there ain't no answer?
I'm down bad, I went the wrong way
I'm so sad, I'm tired all day
I know that my feelings won't change
I just can't escape my own brain

[Outro]
I'm up all night
I'm up all night
I'm up all night
I'm up all night
There's no sunlight
There's no sunlight
There's no sunlight
There's no sunlight