Is This The Life

It starts in the afternoon after we've downed a few
We argue for an hour then soak for two
You ask me about the future and what i think it'll bring
I freeze up and can't think of a single thing

Is this the life that you wanna live
I've given you all i possibly can give
I wonder why the hell you're still here with me
This isn't how i wanted things to be

You ramble on about the way that i make you feel
And that nothing i say, nothing i do is real
Let's hope by tomorrow all memories of this are gone
I guess all you needed was someone that you could lean on