Pressure On My Shoulders

Pressure on my shoulders, heart's been getting colder
Can't find peace need composure, got 2 sides, no controller
Young but getting older, unless I see patrollers
Someone take this pressure off my shoulders
They telling me to take deep breaths
Only time I take deep breaths when I take fusions to the neck
Check by check, wishing for the come up soon
But one move and I'm stuck, what's left
Left to right at night, can somebody wake me
Cause I'm off gas and asleep at the wheel
Tryna break on the scene but I need action
They don't really give a damn bout the passion and skill
Rap about peace for the fellow black man
But I never took a stand like behind the coach
But the bars like drugs and the flow so smooth
And the rhymes too tight like the hymen broke
What am I saying I ain't got no room for the flaunting shit
Too broke can't brag or boast
And every time that I'm outside and they ask if a nigga got rhymes
I ain't got a song to show
Search for the easy way out of my problems
Hoping this green will better my luck
If I could smoke fear away, I'd roll it up and I'd take 2 puffs
All it's gonna show me is
What I don't have and what I do have ain't make the cut
Lock down for the time being
I guess I'll hit it again cause shit, I ain't even smoke enough
Pressure on my shoulders, heart's been getting colder
Can't find peace need composure, 2 sides and no controller
Young but getting older, unless I see patrollers
Someone take this pressure off my shoulders
Now tell me what you would do if yo people is getting killed
Got the opps above the law like they wearing stilts
Make these motherfuckers switch up every bill
Throw them boys up in GP if they shooting still
Cause that how they doing us
Throw us in jungles and hunt us for turning up
Tell us we wasting out time
But fuck what you say we gon fight til you give it up
We starving for peace
And as much I love what I see in the streets, it won't make a difference
We need to fight, not outside of the buildings
But inside where all this oppression living
Stress in my mind every time that I see the boys
Pray I don't give em reason to buck
We can't keep leaving our people for dead
Laying flat on the pavement and covered in blood