Conflicted

I'm conflicted
And I don't know what to say
I wring my hands most everyday
All I do is think of you

I feel wasted
'Cause I haven't slept a wink
And I think I'm on the brink
Of diving deeper into blue

I'm conflicted
And I fear I'll have to pay
Whatever I decide, either way
It seems I haven't got a clue

I'm like a juggler on a high wire
Trying to reach the other side
And if I stop you know I'm bound to fall
So I keep walking while I cry

And I walk softly
Though I want to speak my mind
I fear it won't go goo by design
It's such a tangled up affair

I'm conflicted
'Cause I want you in my life
But I don't if it's a lie
I can't bear this anymore

I feel helpless
But I know one thing is true
I just don't like it without you
But all this drama is a chore

We need to meet right in the middle
Find a place where it feels right
And though it's not quite that simple, I know
It's a shame if we don't try

I'm in limbo
'Cause my world's in so much pain
As these tears fall once again
There is nowhere I can go
Nowhere I can go

I'm conflicted
Im conflicted
I'm conflicted