Life at War

Tell me how you feel
Everything I rap you know I live
Been through so much trauma as a kid
I need about a 100 mill
To heal the scars from the battlefield
Even then I question can I heal
My mind is at war
I'm fighting my heart
I'm giving my all
But still I feel far
Tell me how you feel
Nigga won't tell you again
Watch who calling your friend
Can't even trust my own kin
Or women asking to be more than a friend
Where was the love when I couldn't pay rent
Going from zero to a hunnid percent
Cause I know that feeling having nothing
Man I never wanna feel that again
Picked up the pen
Started as a hustle
Now this a trend
Been setter
Go getter
Too clever
Every move is calculated
Better than a calculator
I know they gone thank me later
But what's wrong with giving a nigga
His flowers right now while he living
One day yo insecurities gone fade away
All in a flash
Kinda like Dwayne Wade
I'm bringing the heat
Trying be posted in Miami
Riding in double R seats
They say I missed a beat
Well I say fuck with they say
I did not come here to play
Feeling like David I came here to slay
Goliath the giants
I'm worst than the climate changing
Living legend in front of your face
Tryna be paid
Enough for my kids and theirs
Don't move in fear
Support not as loud as the hoops and cheers
When they see me on the stage
Will be a beautiful day
This is for Jay
Rest in paradise to the homie
Circle full of real niggas
We don't fuck with phonies
Or these lil niggas
Not the size of the dog
It's the fight in la homie
This is a warning
Tell me how you feel
Everything I rap you know I live
Been through so much trauma as a kid
I need about a 100 mill
To heal the scars from the battlefield
Even then I question can I heal
My mind is at war
I'm fighting my heart