Living in a Memory

I never dreamt in a thousand years
I'd be in that room with Springsteen in my ears
And your loved ones gathered around with my head in my hands, try to muffle the sound of my tears
It's like the greatest of all my fears
Tied up with the brother of my younger years
We always said we'd grow old together
Reminisce about the memories that we shared together
And oh man, you should have seen the crowd
As they marched down the street chanting your name so loud
I always knew that you would make a scene
But I would trade my last breath for a might have been

Now that day just haunts my mind
I close my eyes, I'm back there standing right behind
With your image just staring me down
My emotions flooding in and I feel like I'm drowning
Help!
This can't be real
It's not possible for someone to feel this pain
I keep mouthing your name
Just praying you'll jump out and say it's all a game
Then they lowered that box and it felt like a car just hit me
Man, this can't be
Man, it couldn't be you
And I don't know what to do
I just keep on crying

Everything is everything
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
But you're missing

You were my brother
Lost touch but never others
Distance apart but still joined at the heart
Living in a memory
I'll see you again when my light turns dark
You were my brother
Lost touch but never others
Distance apart but still joined at the heart
Living in a memory
I'll see you again when my light turns dark

Everything is everything
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
But you're missing