Wild

I took the time I needed
Went back and tried to reset
I still do not know
If this phase is over by now
The pain just settled in
My body uninvited
Seized the light
cnd took down the party in my mind
I guess I hate the silence
The tears have kept me quiet
cnd I've learned we only cry
When we loose somehow
My shoulders are so tight
I no longer dream at night
cnd all I do is feeling guilty for being sad

I can't keep doin' this
Find the cure and pure bliss
I can't keep doin' this
Fix my heart and point the glitch
Can you tell me what I feel at night ?
'Cause I can't even find
The right words to describe
Can you tell me why I'm feelin' sad ?
Can you tell me why I'm feelin' mad ?
I can't seem to act normal
When my thoughts go wild

So I came home to complain
You hugged me then you listened
I said « you're the only landmark
On this wrinkled map »
I chase things I don't posess
I use to hate materialism
I'm like a trapped bird
That is slowly loosing its feathers
I don't know what I'm looking for
My head is full
'Cause I'm tired of hearing « lesson learned »
cnd I regret how much I believed in the future