Falling Apart

I’m falling apart
You’re holding me back
I’m drinking this lean
I don’t know how to act
You won’t get my trust
You won’t get me back
Someone I once knew
And we’ll leave it at that
Pills don’t leave a smell
Just a taste
Tears falling from her plastic face
Perfume on your side
Still leave a trace
Promised you the world
but you wanted space
Don’t you do it sweetheart
Don’t you blame yourself
If it wasn’t you
It’d be somebody else
Thought you needed me
You just needed help
Thought I was your shepherd
You’re a wolf with the stealth
I’m not good enough
I’m not black enough
I’m not hood enough
You had my trust
You weren’t sincere
Bet you got a rush
You didn’t break me
Didn’t kill my drive
Didn’t leave me crushed
From the outside lookin in
Can’t see the difference
Most men would of turned away
Wasting moments when I stayed
Thought we’d prolly get engaged
What we had was Minute Maid
You turned your back
I feel betrayed
I was sincere
You were afraid
Losing you was an upgrade
Can’t picture us
Different mind frame
I’m falling apart
You’re holding me back
I’m drinking this lean
I don’t know how to act
You won’t get my trust
You won’t get me back
Someone I once knew
And we’ll leave it at that
I’m falling apart
You’re holding me back
I’m drinking this lean
I don’t know how to act
You won’t get my trust
You won’t get me back
Someone I once knew
And we
Falling
Apart
Yeah yeah