RIP Junior

Oct 5 2018 my life changed
January 8 2019 it all came crashing down

See I just lost my son
And it's killing me

I look up to god
Like how could this be

How I'm posed to break this to my family
How I'm suppose to make it without my lil g

See my youngin changed my purpose
Had a nigga putting work in

I put on for you that's for certain
I'm moving forward but I'm hurting

Never looked at you like a burden
All we wanted to do was nurture
Swear me and ya mama miss ya
I'm steady staring at yo pictures

So for that I'm goin in
And for you I gotta win

Everybody say we twins
I hope to see you again

But sense then
I done lost my focus

Drinking on a potion
Going thru the motions

Wishing that's I could've died
So you could live and flourish

Wishing that's I could've died
So you could live and flourish

Lord now you lay me
Down to sleep
I pray the lord
My soul to keep
If I shall die
Before I wake
I pray the lord
My soul to take

Lord now you lay me
Down to sleep
I pray the lord
My soul to keep
If I shall die
Before I wake
I pray the lord
My soul to take

I'll never get see you walk
Never get to hear you talk
Never get to see you grow
That's some I'll never know

Shit eat me up inside
Swear you stay on my mind
I sit and wonder why
My baby had to die

Lord why you had to take my son away from me
Blood in my eyes all this pain I see

Can't let the sorrow take over me
I gotta bounce back and get to the cheese

Lord now you lay me
Down to sleep
I pray the lord
My soul to keep
If I shall die
Before I wake
I pray the lord
My soul to take

Rip Junior
I said Rip Junior
I said Rip Junior
Rip my son
I said Rip Junior
I said Rip Junior
I said Rip Junior
Shid you gone live on
Yea you gone live on
Ya ya ya ya
You gone live on
You gone live on yah