Trauma Freestyle

Jumped off the porch and now I'm back to it
The last time it ended s**t was cloudy but the sun came out
And dried it up and so I passed through it
That writers block a b***h sometime
Like pullin teeth to get a rhyme
Yeah
I got too busy with my time
But what sense does that make I'm tryna step into my shine
The vision that I had it got so lost I couldn't find
Decisions that I made s**t would blow ya f*****g mind
Had me feeling like a maybe
It's crazy
Body on the line but y'all n****s wouldn't pay me
Stuck between two passions and it had me feeling shady
Completely lost sight needed that quick money to save me
One night had a dream and my lil n***a told me
"Respect the grind blood how you forgettin whatchu showed me?"
I'm watching you big cuz
And God
He set the tone for ya
So when you get it dawg
Don't let them take the throne from ya
Uh!
Snapped back like a Mitchell and Ness
Bought the mic and it came with the set
Hit the crib and went straight to the Mac
Felt just like the plug when he first got fronted the pack
Cause I'm behind dawg I got some crack to cook up
It hurts to look back just to see the time I took up
But
I'm back and hitting harder come fade this concussion
And 13 hollows if you rush me

UHH!

Trauma!

They said we wasn't gon make it again
Now I'm back and ain't no flaking again
I see ya buddy he looking fuzzy and funny
Why he shaking and s**t
Ayy double back
I gotta brace I'm everywhere with this s**t
B***h
I'm just as rare as it gets
A flawless diamond in a river but you catching my drift
And I'm texting ya chick and she buggin off some nasty s**t
I'm tryna get her calmed down be on some classy s**t
I could hurt yo feelings if I want to
But I respect you so imma look out for you
And tell you all the s**t that she been sayin n***a
It's a deeper meaning to it
But yeah she playin witcha
Always askin when she come and layin wit me
Netflix fiend tellin me her favorite series
And half through the scenes say she get a different feeling
And imma keep it G and stop cause it got too explicit
I know you prolly thinking what I respond
But the question is answered n***a
You don't understand why?
Cause when the truths real and it hits home and it hurts to know
That flame hot and your heart cold it'll burn yo soul and it burns deep too
I just told her ima live in the booth
And I ain't got time to waste the energy off chipping ya tooth
Cause when s**t get deep
You'll dig and try to get to the root
You chop this tree
You'll find me wit a brick and a noose
And I got these seeds and I'm tryna succeed
But baby girl reaching and I'm more than sure I got what she need
I just tell her that Im focused and I'm driven off this rap shit
Eye roll emoji told me miss me with that cap s**t
You really not gon make it and you prolly should just face
See you teaching her to be complacent
Justifies the fact that I'm good and yeah I peep the separation
I'm back and bouta make a lot of changes
Yeah

Always had a lot of critics come parade me
32 the gang they'll never forsake me
We gon run this bag up its no maybes
Trauma

I just won
I was on the corner with the reefer
Now they got us warring for our freedom
Seen my cousin blood on the pavement
How you wake up every morning feeling evil
Uhh