An Act of Providence

I can see death in me - Paranoia
The Fractal of life
I am trying to defend myself
Against the whirl of destination
Against the whirl of domination

Escaping from pain into pain again
Never ending
A constant revision of imperfection
Like a verdict - Frustration
Like a verdict - Depression
Awaiting for the final act
An act of providence

I can see death in me - Paranoia
The Fractal of life
I am trying to defend myself
Against the whirl of destination
Against the whirl of domination

Beuond time, in nonentity
I am being punished
By non - existence in loneliness
Pain - a friend
Pain - a sickness
I don't know something more different
An act of providence
Waiting for the final act
Election of power
To find own way
To nowhere?

Like a verdict - Frustration
Like a verdict - Depression
Awaiting for the final act
An act of providence