Someday

[Verse 1]
Every time the phone rings I'm hoping that you call
Going through withdrawals got my back against the wall
You held me down when life held me down and I miss you
Tried to move on but my new girl come with issues that I can't solve
Or maybe I'm just not trying, But If I'm not with you
Then I don't know where I am, I'm lost in this world
I've been down my whole life
Surrounded by Angels and I still can't fly
Someday I'll find you, maybe up in heaven
I miss my grandpops and my uncles and my cousins
Took so many losses, damn life cold
Facades everyday so my pain won't show
Blunts everywhere hide my face in thе smoke
My tears make wavеs hit the butterfly stroke
Only way to combat this pain is to be great
Never letting heartbreak be the master of my fate

[Verse 2]
Chambers of my Heart rings echoes (echoes)
Feels like I lost from the get go (get go)
Pops told his son he had to let go (let go)
Of fears, of hurt, of shackles (shackles)
That's why I dibble and dabble smoking paraphernalia
Paranoid think I'm seeing ghosts guess I'm seeing ya
Trying to flee but that's denied to me
This song is for the nights when I'm searching for steez