Paradise (In Name Only)

[Hook]
Please don't tell me this is paradise
I've been dreaming something much more nice
If this is all there is then why fight?
Please don't say your endgame is my life
It's not right

[Verse 1: Digibro]
Caveat emptor to all who admire me
I know I'd fire me if I had ever hired me
And I mean by firing squad, I'm gayer than god
And deserve to be deader than a doorknob
Fat slob, but I quit smokin'
So I won't be chokin' on anything
Other than dick for a while
Never been in style
Stayed actin' like somethin' of a prick, and it's riled up
Some punks who act like I stabbed someone
Just 'cause I gave a 1 to their favorite show
Do you even know what is an opinion?
Objectivity doesn't exist, I told you a million times
There is no rule to rhyme, no design
Only what you decide you like at this time
And I hate myself
So don't emulate me unless you're better with self-help

[Hook]

[Verse 2: Endless Jess]
A trillion fans ain’t worth a damn
They ain’t worth one friend I can call “my man”
Ambition is living how others won’t for a vision
And a mission getting what others don’t
But that’s missing the mark
Giving every spark makes your heart dark
Cuz ambition is a prison, not a walk in the park
I’ve had best friends tell me that they envy me
And look with jealousy like I’m the enemy
Like I’m a rival
But man you ain't a rival to me
I’m Fievel, my survival through miles of trials would be tragedy
If not for the fact that I’m getting back to my family
Nothing else helps so it’s hell to have you mad at me
'cause I’m broken, I don’t know how long its been
Since I’ve seen the sun or filled my lungs with oxygen
I’m too far gone, I’d take norminess over this
Gotta check the pulse in my wrist just to know I exist

[Hook]