Thorns

[Verse 1]
The hardest part is that the cycles comes in waves
See, I'll be looking in the mirror and she's laughing in my face
I'm a disgrace
I'm so afraid of what I'll do the day I break

[Pre-Chorus]
My mind's a plague
Oh I don't look sick now but don't get close to me

[Chorus]
Cause I wanna be good so bad, so bad but I'm not
I'm a villain in my own right
I wanna be good so bad, so bad but I'm not
Guess my angels lost a good fight
Ah

[Verse 2]
The hardest part is when the demons come and stay
There is a pressure on my chest
I can not move, I'm wide awake, I can't escape
I am a slave, I keep on doing what I hate

[Pre-Chorus]
My mind's a plague
Oh I don't look sick now but don't get closе to me

[Chorus]
Cause I wanna be good so bad, so bad but I'm not
I'm a villain in my own right
I wanna bе good so bad, so bad but I'm not
Guess my angels lost a good fight
Ah

[Bridge]
Three times I pleaded, this thorn – I don't need it
Three times I pleaded – please take it I'm bleeding
Three times I pleaded – I still believe it
Yeah I still believe in

[Chorus]
Cause I wanna be good so bad, so bad but I'm not
I'm a villain in my own right
I wanna be good so bad, so bad but I'm not
Guess my angels lost a good fight