Heaven or Hell

Girl I'm lousy but I ain't lazy
And I've been thinking lately
Bout mistakes problems I face
And my shit I can't erase
Keep me awake and up all night
Mama ask me are you alright
Man I hate wearing disguise in front of people I love the most
Heaven or hell baby who's there to decide
Girl you got some issues and you put them to the side
Well I ain't text my friends cause I got way too much pride
And Make sure no one sees me when I run away and cry
I don't want friends I wanna smile
Away from the city I'm gone for miles
I like my privacy girl don't lie to me
You obvious don't need my eyes to see
Plain and simple but ain't shit simple
I pay the bills to life don't seem to shit right
And my grandma calling me
She said Turtle where you be
Need to rethink what I'm doing
Cause this life is too confusing
It's a two sided thing baby I ain't fuckin choosing
Heaven or hell baby who's there to decide
Girl you got some issues and you put them to the side
Well I ain't text my friends cause I got way too much pride
Make sure no one sees me when I run away and cry
(Heaven or hell baby who's there to decide)
(Girl you got some issues and you put them to the side)
(Well I ain't text my friends cause I got way too much pride)
(Make sure no one sees me when I run away and cry)
(Run away and cry)
(Make sure no one sees me when I run away and cry)