Variant

My fingers will always weave
My filament of distain
I fear that I'm your endorphin
Emasculate my embrace
(Pain)
Do you consume, or do you create?
Are you God?
I'm alone in this area
I have made mistakes so now its cold in the air again
Yeah… and all merits turned to arrogance
If I'm the variant then you could perish from my carelessness
And there it goes, I denied smiling faces
Her effort was a test and I left her crying and patient
Lessons for a reference of future problems are calling
For positive affirmations its all part of the process
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to leave you in the dust
I was self absorbed but now I'm finally growing up
My people growing out 'cos I have not been what I'm bout
And that's what happens when you eat and leave your people on the couch
Mmhm… But I promise the disrespect was unintentional
I thought that I was perfect now my ego on a pedestal
Waiting for applause but the audience is crickets
So here I sit, in silence, let's finish at the beginning
Yeah, ironic isn't it? Moving forward in circles
Try to pick a battle when you're the person that hurt you
Nothing you can do but try to show a fucking smile
For people who gon ride til to the day that you will die
Unforgiving times show the most important people
And those that up and leave you I'm weeding em out
Say your piece or make your peace with me not being around
And if you have a issue with me you should say it out loud
(It's Typhoon) I'm alone in this area
I have made mistakes so now its cold in the air again
Yeah… and all merits turned to arrogance
If I'm the variant then you could perish from my carelessness
And there is rock bottom it's something that I've been lusting
But this pit in my stomach is something I never wanted
Now you have the volition to get up off of my dick
Everybody with a problem go and cancel the kid
Kick me out of your schedule it's nothing, fuck it, it's cool
I'd rather miles of silence than a dependence to you
Cos you would never applaud, when did you ever uplift me?
All you ever did was try to make me feel shitty
You would lie to find a way to prove you knew all along
And I'm wrong like I'm the stupid puppy playing along
You even stopped writing music cos I was better than you
So you pursued other passions and that's the reason we grew
That's the beauty of triumph through trials and tribulations
But now I'm feeling sick, you're a bitch in this situation
If you were truly a brother you'd stick through the rain
But now the storm is upon us I hope you're feeling this pain of Typhoon
I'm alone in this area
I have made mistakes so now its cold in the air again
Yeah… and all merits turned to arrogance
If I'm the variant then you could perish from my carelessness
Yeah, I'm alone in this area
I have made mistakes so it's cold in the air again
And all the merits turned to arrogance
So now I turn around like what the fuck you think you're staring at?
Bitch