​i don’t wanna leave my bed.

[Verse]
What's the point of this shit?
Everyone around me disappointed and shit
Stop thinking I'm appointed to shit
This the only life I got, I'll live it how I wish
I'm not gonna waste my life pleasing you
The things that please me, don't mean shit to you
Don't say you need me, I'm not needing you
I don't even trust myself, why would I put my trust in you?
Passing passion for the caption is imagined
Crashing clashing with the masses, no relaxing
No compassion, now my problems just a fashion
Have 'em balanced with depression 'cause it's equal to the talent
'Cause without it, I don't even think I'd have it
Before I fеlt the pain it wasn't even valid
I еscape through sound, for the music I am avid, a fanatic
Glad I figured something out before the havoc
I know it's all fake, just inside my head
But I still think I'm better off dead
I'm just lost, life leaving me mislead
I'm just a kid with mental issues
I don't wanna leave my bed