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I been struggling down up in this pain
Run a separate path but it feel like I never get away
Feeling far away he reel me in thats all that I can pray
How do I just keep on going when I keep on falling stray
I'm just tryna repent but it's all in my veins
I don't wanna give into sin but it's all in my face
Feeling like I might never win that's all that I can say
How can I say I follow him I don't always obey

And imma keep on singing phrases
I was on the top and now my heart is in the basement
Keep on pushing back I'm worried bout the time I'm wastin
Memories they in my mind they in the wrong arrangement
Wish I could go and drift far away
Know the path that I walk there's still shade of gray
Feeling like I'm alone my hopes in decay
I been moving inside
Finding where the secrets reside
Lately I been feeling denied
Two in one it's personal I'm tryna starve the one side
Lately I been feeling down because my flesh done revived
Woahhh Woahh
Yea my flesh done revived

I been struggling down up in this pain
Run a separate path but it feel like I never get away
Feeling far away he reel me in thats all that I can pray
How do I just keep on going when I keep on falling stray
I'm just tryna repent but it's all in my veins
I don't wanna give into sin but it's all in my face
Feeling like I might never win that's all that I can say
How can I say I follow him I don't always obey

In my life there been some thorns
Tryna step forward but this journey full of morns
Heartache and the pain bucking like relentless horns
Wanna journey to the garden where the peace is evermore
This the moment of my life where I find my own style
Hate to be the one they say was never versatile
Stuck up in my gallery and all these memories I compile
This the book of life and all these chapters gone be filed
Wish I could go and drift far away
Know the path that I walk there's still shade of gray
Feeling like I'm alone my hopes in decay