New Misery

No, I can't stand it anymore
I can't live with the feeling
The heartbeats, the bleeding
When all of the metaphors
Were the key to open this door
I'm just sick of the way you answer me
I'm sick of the guessing
It's all too depressing
So why do I insist
On staying in a place that doesn't exist?
I'm sick of feeling like a battery
The way you charge me up, the way you empty me
I get so nervous when I feel the angst adding up
It makes me crazy that you've been around
Because the love I seek was the love I found
And you left a scar on me
This is a new misery
This is a new misery
I can't stand my imagination
My mind too prolific
I continue to feed it with the images of you
How you're fucking someone I knew
It's a fuel in the fire that I can't explain
You're throwing the matches and you expect me to catch them
When all I ever do
Is throw them back at you
So, why can't I be just like them?
I'm at your disposal
I'm sick of feeling like a battery
The way you charge me up, the way you empty me
I get so nervous when I feel the angst adding up
It makes me crazy that you've been around
Because the love I seek was the love I found
And you left a scar on me
This is a new misery
Sick obsessions don't just disappear
They haunt you when you're alone
Conversations never solved my fear
They just made it clear
I'm sick of feeling like a battery
The way you charge me up, the way you empty me
I get so nervous when I feel the angst adding up
It makes me crazy that you've been around
Because the love I seek was the love I found
And you left a scar on me
This is a new misery
Yeah you left a scar on me
This is a new misery