Drenched in Static

Kicking down the church doors picking up the bouquet
Why the fuck would I care bout what you say
Just look me in my eyes
I am everything that you despise
Like Leviathan with no where to run I'm the one that rules the dead seas
So fuck 'em if they don't fuck with me you know that's Infinity

Feel like Lil Beezy when I ride through the storm
All alone without a single sign of warmth
Family telling me that I should get the help that I need
But how can I do that when I can't even

See what's in front of me
Leave me to bleed
Leave me to rest
Leave me to sleep
Let 'em seethe
Let 'em suck
Let 'em scream
Let 'em run

Let's see how far you get when you think I'm in check
If I can manage to hold back myself
You couldn't even hold a candle to me
I am my own worst enemy

Final stand, in the avalanche and I'm so drained
Mentally slain no escape inside the hurricane
I don't know where I stand, I don't know where to turn, where the fuck are you?

I'm down and out but still surrounded by cries of help
Never once thought that I could have been the one that needed it myself
Left to hang, left to swing, dead rose in the spring, the advocate in the void left to sing

Whilst everything's falling apart round me
On the edge, the master of being lonely
Stay soaked, bathing in my own misery
And that's that, you had your chance to save me

And I screamed, mental burnout
Not a single soul reached out
And I beat, all my demons
Alone but I'm still bleeding