easier

Wake up, TV's still on from the night before
Solo office binging party, shut the door
No alarm clock, I don’t need one anymore
Anymore, anymore
More alone time then you'd probably recommend
But your not here to tell me all that you're thinkin'
It doesn't matter I don’t think we’re really friends
Anymore, anymore

Now its easier to paint you like a picture in my mind
Its easier to tell my friends that I'm doing alright
But its easier to miss you and forget the reasons why
Its еasier to wonder why the hеll we didn’t try
When it was easier, mhm

Cup of coffee way too late into the day
It doesn't matter I'll already be awake
To fill the time with things that barely numb the pain anymore, anymore
Having one more drink than you'd say I should have
To try and tell myself that I'm not in your grasp
I wish that when I try to sleep I’d not think back anymore, anymore

Now its easier to paint you like a picture in my mind
Its easier to tell my friends that I'm doing alright
But its easier to miss you and forget the reasons why
Its easier to wonder why the hell we didn’t try
When it was easier, ey
When it was easier, ooh
When it was easier, ooh
When it was easier

Wish it was easier to hate you, burn the pictures in my mind
Wish it was easier to tell my friends that I'm doing alright
But its easier to miss you and forget the reasons why
Its easier to wonder why the hell we didn't try
When it was easier