Childish

When I was ten, a little girl told me
That nobody liked me
Cause I was still too childish

So I grew up, I started to smoke
I drank and threw up all the alcohols
I kissed random guys that I didn't know
I broke several hearts, who could have warned them all,
That I'm still childish ?
cnd also very selfish
The monster has been unleashed
I'm free to do what I wish

I gotta admit nobody listens when I try to speak
They tried to erased my face from the pic
The boy I like was all faking it

So I grew up, I started to smoke
I drank and threw up all the alcohols
I kissed random guys that I didn't know
I broke several hearts, who could have warned them all,
That I'm still childish ?
cnd also very selfish
The monster has been unleashed
I'm free to do what I wish

But don't you worry
I got my own personality
I'm not a clone of the society
I'm not alone and I became pretty
I'm done being the victim
Why are you all so mean ?
I just tried to fit in

Well I grew up
cnd smoking is gross
I limited my sips of alcohols
I kissed random guys then I fell in love
If he breaks my heart, I deserve it all

Cuz I'm still childish
cnd also very selfish
The monster has been unleashed
I'm free to do what I wish