real life

Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now
Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now
I think as long as you're with me
My life won't go downhill
But I find it harder every day
To find some time to chill
Maybe it's the business
Or all the time I spend with you
But I find that when I'm all alone
I've got nothing to do
So I write up different stories
Of the ways our lives will go
Whether or not we stick together
And we start up our own home
I don't think I'd live without you near
I need you by my side
Baby you're the girl of my dreams
I just know you'll ride or die if I ask
Is this real life
Is this what you'll feel like
If I wake up and you're next to me
Will I be alright
'Cause I still don't know the answers
To questions in life
I don't even know if I'm dreaming now so
So just fall away
So I'll simply fall away now
So just fall away
I don't know if I'm ready to fade now
So just fall away
I've got more things that I need to feel now
So just fall away
I don't think my life was ever real now
Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now
Do you ever feel like life's a dream
Even though it's real
I've been cookin' up new daydreams
And they're always so surreal
I dream up of my future
And the home that we will share
But the darker thoughts come in
And now I am just so scared
So now every time I make a move
I get so paranoid
I don't wanna be the next person
To fall into the void
Maybe if I just try harder
Things won't always go so wrong
Or maybe if I take the meds
I'll be better before long
But I can't do this
And it makes me so pissed
Scribbling some chicken scratch
Looking for a quick fix
I don't wanna face my demons baby
I just wanna die
Instead of fully living
I'll just ask for some more time
So just fall away
So I'll simply fall away now
So just fall away
I don't know if I'm ready to fade now
So just fall away
I've got more things that I need to feel now
So just fall away
I don't think my life was ever real now
Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now