Ruined

I don't know what I should change
I can only look at you one way right now
It ain't the same, who do I blame?
Is it the way you wanted me that I broke from
Is it the time I wish I gave that I lost
Could be the way you look at me when you smoke sum
Like you can see through me
Can't no one see through me

You think it's easier
Runnin from than dealin wit you, then
You got it fucked up
You got me fucked up
How this get so ugly
This shit is fucked up
You gettin needier
And I wanna give it to you but you in your own way and
You got it fucked up
You got me fucked up
Been knew it was ugly
But this is fucked up

Someday you'll outgrow me too
They all do
I got sick of tryna hide my fears when
They all true
Tryna stick to what I call my plans
They fall through
I was in and out of all my jams, but then
I'd call you
Now

You think it's easier
Runnin from than dealin wit you, then
You got it fucked up
You got me fucked up
How this get so ugly
This shit is fucked up
And you gettin needier baby
Ooh no baby, you know you only gettin needier with me