Abandoned Freestyle
Life switching now
I'm in a different mind frame
I got the torch now Imma run
I'm not no Tom Hanks
It's either that or Imma end up having cuff strains
I still see that day mom saw me in cuffs
Behind bars conversations
Like I'm soon to have enough
I'm tryna be strong for you
But then you ruining the trust
What's a life of dead potential
It seems you wouldn't care as much
That's a lie
I've lost sleep because that's all I think about
I took the scenic route
The world has frowned on me
But could you see me out
They can lock my body not my mental
But I'm losing now
So I lay the pad I got the pencil, therapeutic stencil
Leave the beat running
Especially how you just looped it now
Wrapped up in myself
Tryna figure out my influence
This is God's gift
So there could be only one way to do it
On the road to riches
Still pivot around in my civic
The windshield kinda misty
It's colder than I predicted, yeah
I'm not here cause it's easy
I'm still here coz I've managed to be me and completed
I often say I'm a text
Away every time that you need me
You've been abandoned so much
It's a mirage when you see it
I'm really Vinci with codes
So let me paint you this secret
I could give you specifics
Put your pride aside and surely I can drape you in linen
For all the times they wouldn't leave
But it turned out that they left me
I don't mean to be shaky
But this regret mixed with Henny
I'm alive but not living coz of anxiety
I tend to move calm like everybody been eyeing me
Find me with the real ones
Never putting an I in team
Tryna be the voice of the streets
I know they in dying need
Got lost in it
Came out a bigger me
Now it's rubber bands
Cause my wolves howl for a bigger piece
That's the hunger plus the energy
Worked like I got doubles
Got many mes to pretend it's me
Because I just turned 20
Life getting serious
Old me I hope you're hearing this
You just found your way on TV but I missed it
Mom saw it it's a blessing
I put in effort coz I really think I'm making it work
I left ashamed lying dead made him one with the earth
My conscious says I got a purpose
I should handle it first
No regrets when I'm out cruising back of the hearse
I'm born to rap
Don't need a plaque
I was going through some problems so I wrote a rap
Therapeutic cause I wrote it with all sentiments
I'm delicate cause I'm coming out of my element
This is me and it is yours truly
Style wicked and the bars looney
Heart cold cause I've gone through it
But I'm still tryna put my all to it
And never do I put a pause stupid, chill
I let a part of me breakdown
No telling me wait now
A lot on my plate and patience isn't a state now
Working on the tape
I'm in my villainous state now
What you wanna say
You gotta hit on the breaks now
I'm here now