Neglected

I fixed a cup of good damn joe
I sip it fast and go
Craps to grow

I've been fitting myself to other's wishes
Though I want to please them
I just can't let that part of me go

Please Jesus, just let be me
Just let me keep hold of my uncertainty
I sleep, I cry, I filled with my eyes [?]

Easy come, and easy go
Why do I feel so low, when you love me?
When you touch me and when you kiss me
When you show me, that I'm worth more than I say
I have no self-worth, I'm am not

I'm used to getting neglected
I am easily forgotten
Not tonight I have no self-worth

I'm used to getting neglected
I am easily forgotten
Not tonight, Not tonight