Grotesque

I cannot comprehend reality, the voices in my head
Moving closer my fantasy, I’m grazing there instead
Everywhere I go the flowers wilt and everything is dead
I don’t know where I am going to but I am through

I’m stuck in the motions, I’m losing my sleep
And I look in the mirror, I don’t know if it’s me
And they look at me different, I feel no indifference
I’m more than a ghost, I’m more than a loner

You can torture me, goad at me, I don’t think it’s up to me
Everything I couldn’t be is everything I want to be
And time could heal but I don’t care
Cause everything will stay the same in here

And my only friends, the stars at night and they look to me, to be free
And my only friends are the bugs that creep
Across to me they see

I’m stuck in the motions, I’m losing my sleep
And I look in the mirror, I don’t know if it’s me
And they look at me different, I feel no indifference
I’m more than a ghost, I’m more than a loner

I’m stuck in the motions, I’m losing my sleep
And I look in the mirror, I don’t know if it’s me
And they look at me different, I feel no indifference
I’m more than a ghost, I’m more than a loner