Overstaying My Welcome

Forgot the only thing that I said
Creator of the pain in my head
Tenderly using excessive force
To keep an old ghost on life support
Wake up next to my love
Every day for second ´til I reckon it ain´t her
It doesn´t matter who´s sleeping there tomorrow I´m blind but I like to imagine colors

I´m not supposed to be around
I´m not supposed to be in town
I´m not supposed to be alive
I´m overstaying my welcome in the universe

A tame human, a good soldier
My gut feeling´s got me feeling this
Days spent in complete isolation and days spent acting purely on motivation
Mind expands, head explodes I wonder how strong can the poison be?
To require so damn many antidotes? And how come that I´m still going even though

I´m not supposed to be around
I´m not supposed to be in town
I´m not supposed to be alive
I´m overstaying my welcome in the universe

My story´s over