​butterflies

You get your butterflies from somebody else now
The chrysalises in my pants are gone now
There is another name that lights up your phone now
You must wanna stop, that's why you told me to slow down

All that i feel capable of doing is to be
Small and non-invasive and hope you'll come to me
I know, i know, it's a two-way street
But if you really wanted to, you would talk to me

I am losing my mind over intrusive thoughts
Of losing you each night so i'm not sleeping much
I know it's probably inevitable
Because a love like ours was always doomed to fail

Maybe i could just convince myself
That none of this was even real, i mean, maybe it wasn't
I lost all my favorite pictures of you
And that recording of your voice that you sent in june

Your phone number will be disconnected
If i delete your texts then i can't dissect them
But baby, i love you so much
Please don't forget me