​dysthymia

[Chorus]
'Cause I am not depressed
I'm just not feeling that great today
But I'll be fine
I'm not depressed
I'm just not feeling that great today
But I'll be

[Verse 1]
Fuckin' around like I'm dead inside
I've been up for six hours, I'm gettin' tired
The sink is a mess, got the dishes piled
Finished my coffee, I'm never wired
I could use another cup, but there's no clean mugs
So I guess I'll rinse out just to refill it up
Coffee-mate, two sugars, praying for a buzz, praying, "God
Please help me pack the dishwasher up"
'Cause I got to get some shit done today
I need this laundry done like yesterday
I haven't brushed my teeth since like Saturday
I haven't took a shower in at least two Saturdays
And I know how it sounds
Yeah, I get why it's alarming
But I'm honestly alright
No thoughts of dying or self-harming

[Chorus]
'Cause I am not depressed
I'm just not feeling that great today
But I'll be fine
I'm not depressed
I'm just not feeling that great today
But I'll be fine
I'm not depressed
I'm just not feeling that great today
But I'll be fine
I'm not gonna kill myself
Not even close
So just calm down

[Verse 2]
What do you mean I can't regulate my moods
All by myself? I'm strapped, I'm prepped
I'm fully equipped
Lock and loaded, full arsenal
Coffee, DayQuil, Tylenol
NyQuil, ZzzQuil, Adderall
Pepto Bismol, alcohol
I got somethin' for it all
OTC remedies, minor physical discomforts
I control it with minimal effort
As for my brain, I'm not worried
'Cause I've been through this shit
A couple of times before
Nothing to be scared of
It doesn't bite
It just naps on the floor

[Chorus]
I am not depressed
I'm just not feeling that great today
But I'll be fine
I'm not depressed
I'm just not feeling that great today
But I'll be fine
I'm not depressed
I'm just not feeling that great today
But I'll be fine
I'm not gonna kill myself
Not even close
So just calm down
'Cause I am not depressed
I'm just not feeling that great today
But I'll be fine
I'm not depressed
I'm just not feeling that great today
But I'll be fine
I'm not gonna kill myself
So could you just chill out?
What you're doing isn't helping
Just let me have my fucking moment
For a couple more weeks
Pretty soon, I'll be over it
And you won't recognize me