Shoulda Never

Shoulda never did the shit i did for you, but fuck it i can't take it back
Like a kickstand how you leaned on me, a book bag how I had ya back
All my movements had ya best interest in em and you knew it
But you let ya friend and socials change you just for they amusement
I don't need no closure, I don't need no explanation
All the time it's been since ghosting me, I really did some thinking
I felt some feelings I ain't felt in a long time
You want another chance now issa long line
Tossin in my sleep my dreams is deep
Put my feelings on a meme so they ain't gotta hear me scream
Just made some new jeans yeen gettin these
I got money on me but the void still ain't shrink
I got some feelings to express
Like a vest they on my chest
Need em gone feeling stressed
The future callin I can't rest
I know blessed
So why it feel like I'm in a mess
Ain't the best yet but I'm gon be the best
She had to leave me so I can be what i gotta be
She couldn't see it but it's the way that it gotta be
Sometimes I look at you and think of all the games that imma play
Because you tried and you peeped that I knew and did it anyway
Shoulda never did the shit i did for you, but fuck it i can't take it back
Like a kickstand how you leaned on me, a book bag how I had ya back
All my movements had ya best interest in em and you knew it
But you let ya friend and socials change you just for they amusement
I don't need no closure, I don't need no explanation
All the time it's been since ghosting me, I really did some thinking
I felt some feelings I ain't felt in a long time
You want another chance now issa long line
Now all you can do is creep my page
I got the blues my mood ain't change
I thought we'd last but looks like we didn't but it's cool you know I'll take the blame
Know I was gon put my name on ya chain
Fuck wit my head got me feelin insane
Used to put you to bed wit the shake in ya legs now you throwin shade like the lens in these frames
Vulnerability be getting me no where
If you gotta deal wit me don't ion belong there
Shoulda never did the shit i did for you, but fuck it i can't take it back
Like a kickstand how you leaned on me, a book bag how I had ya back
All my movements had ya best interest in em and you knew it
But you let ya friend and socials change you just for they amusement
I don't need no closure, I don't need no explanation
All the time it's been since ghosting me, I really did some thinking
I felt some feelings I ain't felt in a long time
You want another chance now issa long line