Lost in My Ways (feat. Lil Chaz)

Losing interest
You won't find no better than this
I swear girl if you leave just let me know
So I won't look dumb when you move on
Losing interest
You won't find no better than this
I swear girl if you leave just let me know
So I won't look dumb when you move on
I get lost in my thoughts sometimes
I think I wanna die then I change my mind
I love my life
You don't really know what I'm going through
Feeling all alone in a full room
Don't feel at home when at home too
Haven't felt alive in a long time
Saying that it's fine when it's not fine
I think I'ma die in the night time
You can see the tears in my eyes
I been so lost in my ways
I been so lost in my ways
Everyone fake and they not gonna change
Demons surround me I think I'm insane
Depression killing me blow out my brain
Living my life I'm in hell every day
Suicide notes whip the tears off my face bitch you know I'm in pain I'm in love with the blade
I'm just in love with the blade
Every day suicide on my mind
I've been dying inside tryna hide my emotions
Life has been killing me slowly
I'm feeling so hopeless
When I'm all alone in my room tell my demons will hold me
Tell my demons to hold me
Losing interest
You won't find no better than this
I swear girl if you leave just let me know
So I won't look dumb when you move on
Losing interest
You won't find no better than this
I swear girl if you leave just let me know
So I won't look dumb when you move on
Life is getting overrated
Every day the same so I just lay in bed and think about my past
And all the people that I lost
I tear myself apart and focus on the memories
The better me
The one who said he'd rather die than focus on the negatives
Depression hit I tried to overdose up on the medicine
Another failed attempt to find an end to me
I get lost in my thoughts sometimes
I think I wanna die then I change my mind
I love my life
You don't really know what I'm going through
Feeling all alone in a full room
Don't feel at home when at home too
Haven't felt alive in a long time
Saying that it's fine when it's not fine
I think I'ma die in the night time
I think I'ma die right now
I think ima die right now
I don't feel alive right now
Put a bullet in my head count down
Pray to God please you know I really need you
Grab the trigger and squeeze as I breath out
Tell my friends that I promise it ain't there fault
Look for me in my bed body found
Look for me in my bed body found