Comfort in passing

[Verse 1]
The smell of cigarettes on me
I don’t know how I’m getting clean
I taste the ashes on my tongue
Why’s it so hard to breathe with the fan off?
Why’s it so hard to think with the lights off?
Why’s it so easy to blink and fall right back into what I was fighting?

[Chorus]
I don’t know how to fix it
Or even what I’m fixing
The thought of something new
It frightens me
I’m falling through the concrete
So you can crucify me
I know you that don’t want my company

[Verse 2]
If I can’t sleep, I’m sleeping with the fish
And if all goes well I won’t have to pull the switch
Put my thoughts on blast, I’m tasting lead in the morning
If I sleep this off, call me up, I’m doing something
Can’t taste my blood, couldn’t save myself
Felt it all unrail, too low to repair
Anything would be idеal if it’s all going to hell
Couldn’t taste my blood, I can’t save mysеlf

[Chorus]
I don’t know how to fix it
Or even what I’m fixing
The thought of something new
It frightens me
I’m falling through the concrete
So you can crucify me
I know you that don’t want my company