Do You Know Her?

I think I ran away from home
Misplaced in silence, left unknown
Where I had gone or where I’ll go
My shape contorts when I’m alone
A pretty boy and then oh no
Who is this monster I don’t know?

It’s teeth are sharp and stained with blood
I killed my friends or maybe I’m just crying out for help
They’re made of steel and grinding bones
Until they’re nothing more than powdered dust

I wanna know where I can go
Until they let me come back home
I’ve let my lenience take over
I slept until I couldn’t breathe
And then woke up and saw my sleeves were drenched in blood
I think I know her

But I can’t help the way I feel
Oh baby, please it must be real
Don’t let me sink into this pit, I wanna know her
I miss my dog, I miss my cat
I miss when life wasn’t so bad
But now we’re sinking in this pit, I doubt you know her... herself

She said she wanted me to go
I said I wanted to write home
Why can't you wish that I was wrong, without (?)
(?), because I (?)
Maybe I'll see you as a ghost

I wanna know where I can go
Until they let me come back home
I’ve let my lenience take over
I slept until I couldn’t breathe
And then woke up and saw my sleeves were drenched in blood
I think I know her

Sometimes I look at the mirror and I don't see what I need to see
All I can see it's what my brain is letting me