Never better

[Verse 1]
Why do I feel nothing?
And why can’t I handle it?
Tell me it will be okay, well baby
I’ll be sleeping with the fish my Monday morning
Stop tryna tell me how to live my life
And I don’t wanna waste no fucking longer
Been feeling like I’m running out of time

[Chorus 1]
I don’t wanna be awake for this
I’ve been using just to feel like I exist
And I don’t wanna wait for it to get better
I’m never better, I don’t exist

[Verse 2]
I slept through the moment that she died
I held you close, I couldn’t hide
What’s me and you? what’s left to prove?
I couldn’t cope or realize
My shattеred heart
Is seeping into what I told you was my pain
It mannifests in mе until i take control

[Chorus 2]
And I don’t wanna wait for this
I’ve been using just to feel like I exist
And I don’t wanna wait for it to get better
I’m never better, I don’t exist

[Outro]
You gotta keep going, you gotta keep making memories, you gotta just have, just so much stored that when you look on the projector screen of your life you see a fantastic movie that you don't regret.