Lost Habits

Lost
Habits along the way
Thats why
I'm mad at myself today

I cant bring myself to do
All the thing that i need to
But i know i can get them back
Again

I lost my control of the execution
Paralyzed on hold like electrocution
While my Mind fired off stray ammunition
Head shot like a lethal inoculation
Im the doctors patient
Playing operation
While my hands are shaking
And I'm wide awake
I need to calm

Down

I was getting way to overwhelmed
Always keeping all these thoughts withheld
Even when i knew i needed held
Couldn't ask like i was Ariel

(Now I'm airing out)
(Now I'm airing out)

I'm not perfect and I can accept it
But I'm
Still working on
Accepting
Myself

I lost my control of the execution
Paralyzed on hold like electrocution
While my Mind fired off stray ammunition
Head shot like a lethal inoculation
Im the doctors patient
Playing operation
While my hands are shaking
And I'm wide awake
I need to calm

Down

I was getting way to overwhelmed
Always keeping all these thoughts withheld
Even when i knew i needed held
Couldn't ask like i was Ariel

(Now I'm airing out)

I lost all my habits along the way
And thats why I'm mad at myself today

I couldn't bring myself to do
All the thing things i needed to

But I knew that i could get them back
Again

I knew that I could get them back
Again