Can’t End Myself
Every fucking day
I can't end myself
What do I gotta do
[Chorus]
Everyday I just wanna end myself
But no matter what I try I can't end myself
I spend everyday walking through the cellars of hell
But I can't find a single way to fucking end myself [x2]
[Verse 1]
I can't find a single fucking way to end myself
I've tried so many ways but I can't leave this hell
It's like my body's a prison and like my mind is a cell
And when my time is finally up is something I can't tell
I tried to see therapist but he didn't help
I tried to hang myself twice at the young age of 12
Next year I tried to drown but got pulled out the lake
I don't think this life is mine if it's a thing I can't take
[Chorus]
Everyday I just wanna end myself
But no matter what I try I can't end myself
I spend everyday walking through the cellars of hell
But I can't find a single way to fucking end myself [x2]
[Verse 2]
I tried to play in traffic now fuckers always swerve around
Missed me like (?)
Wanna die up on the street the way the fucking Lord intended
Throw my head up on (?) wanna bust it like a melon
But I just can't die doesn't matter what I try
Even when I stick a chicken skewer through my fucking eye
Even when I reach the top floor I jump off tryna fly
Use a gun or use a knife still I can't see my own demise now
[Chorus]
Everyday I just wanna end myself
But no matter what I try I can't end myself
I spend everyday walking through the cellars of hell
But I can't find a single way to fucking end myself [x2]
*Gun shot* FUCK!
Why Am I still alive?