Happy Adjacent

[Verse 1]
Last night I crashed my car right into a restaurant (Last night)
It's the most that I've felt alive or something in so long (It's the most that)
In the ambulance lights I took in what I'd done (In the)

[Pre-Chorus]
And I noticed one of my shoes was untied
As the waitress she sat down with me outside

[Chorus]
'Cause sometimes I'm happy adjacent
Sometimes it's all decoration
I can only take myself in sips
When turning 30 leaves you tasting
Emotional dehydration
That's where all the miracles are hid
If you blink you're gonna miss it

[Verse 2]
I called a psychic hotline mostly to argue (I called)
And blame my humiliation on what her cards drew (And blame my)
But I have an admiration for people who tell you (But I have)

[Pre-Chorus]
That they know exactly where you're meant to land
Sometimes you need that kind of comfort on demand

[Chorus]
Sometimes I'm happy adjacent
Sometimes it's all decoration
Sometimes I'm embarrassed I exist
When California leaves you tasting
Smoker's mouth and desperation
That's where something in you really clicks
If you blink you're gonna miss it

[Instrumental Outro]