Not What You Want, but Stay

I can’t be what you want me to right now
I’m sorry to apologize
I’m sorry please don’t fantasize
I don’t want you to leave from me calm down
I’m sorry I’m a little lost
I’ll find the way with time I promise
Please forgive me for the things I say
I wouldn’t wanna scare you
But I can’t continue hiding
If I have to leave this place I think I will
I can’t say I feel wanted
And I can say that I mind it
I can’t be what you want me to right now
I’m sorry to apologize
I’m sorry I refuse to lie
I’m scared for you to leave from me I’m down
I’m sorry for the way I am
I’d fix it I don’t think I can
Please forgive me that I feel this way
I’m terrified to scare you
Running hasn’t seemed to work though
If I got to leave this place I think I’d cry
I can’t say that I’m wanted
But I feel it in my sound